if you're happy and you know it clap your hands..what do you do if you're bored?
-philosophy of syaza-
haishh~
ak mmg da msk thp bosan yg melampau..and then they wonder why kids nowadays like to break rules..ak nk cte psl smlm jeh..kang ak cte psl esok kang korg igt ak psikik lak..
semalam
dlm kul 5.30 smlm,ak wat envelope coz ak nk anta surat kt kwn ak kt KL..then ad phone call..baik ak bgn tepon tu snyp..ak kutuk dlm ati..'gile org nih..'2nd tym tepon tu bunyi ak x kuasa nk g angkt sbb ak nk wat envelope..well u see,ak da lme x cntct ngn kwn ak ni so..fhm2 saje lahh..tp dgagahkn jugak kaki ni utk mngangkt tepon itu..rupe rupenye seri~ak suke lahh..bkn sng dy nk call ak kt umah ni kn??senor pun ade..senor?!!'npe dy d situ?'ak tny..blabla..seri ckp dyorg call srentak tu pasal la dpt ckp ngn ak..ak pelik la..bkn spttny engage ke?dy ckp 'takkk..klu ko nk satu skola call pun xpe..'lbey kurg mcm tu la dy ckp..ak glak laa krn ianya sggh KELAKAR..ak pun dgn pnuh humble dan innocent pun ckpla,'o ye ke?ak x tau pun..'x psl2 dy ckp ak kuno..huhu~yg pelikny,klu seri nga ckp sore senor msti tnggelam dan begitu juge lah sbalikny..due2 jerit kt tepon..ak tidak mungkin tidak msti mau join jerit2 juge..kne mara):pdn muke same saye..spe soh jrit2?
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sng cte..dyorg call sbb nk gtau dyorg g paka,ganuu..
oh ye ke?!!awww!
sebenarnya~
senor kt umah seri..itu yg dyorg ckp laa..x tau la klu dyorg tipu ak lak kn?senor ckp dy nk g ganu bersame same lah dgn seri,kka seri dan adek seri..smpai hri khamis ni..itu yg dy ckp laa..mcm2 lah dy cte kt ak..respon ak,'oh..hmm..ha..'dga je ap yg dy eksplen kt ak..mk seri kt sabah,kka dy kne g paka..yadeyadeyada..dyorg 4 g paka..itu yg dy ckp laa..for some reason,ttibe ak well..kcik ati..yeah,a bit..i mean come on,b4 ni ak kne dtgglkn kwn2 ak x kesa pon..kt skola klu ak jln snsorg ak x kesa,seriously!tu kt skola,pnoh ngn kngkwn,ak x kesa d'left out'kn..ak ni bkn yg jnis kcik ati ngn kngkwn sbb dyorg x nk lepak ngn ak laa..like certain people,dyorg nanges2 just bcoz mmbr dyorg xde kt sisi dyorg..ak x kesa!penah je tym tu kt skola..hri tu pttny dak muqaffa' g dominos..senor pun ikot..so ak snsorg..smntare tggu xplorace sjarah,ak kne dok dlm utp..after dyorg g dominos pg tu,ak snsorg je..dlm utp,ak sorg dok kt blkg tu,seb bek ak bwk diary ak..ad gak teman..even time xplorace tu start tu pun ak dok snsorg je..tym main tu je bru ak brkumpulan..ye la,da nmeny xplorace..spnjg mse ak dok snsorg tu,ak x rse kcik ati ngn sspe pun..ad je jannah ngn sume2 tu kt skola..tp ak dok snsorg bcoz i chose to sit alone..ak nk kcik ati ngn dyorg sbb g dominos tnpe ak?tolong la!ak x kcik ati pon!cume,ak rse boring laa..boring yg amat sgt!ak dok snsorg tu sje je..xkn ak ttibe nk lepak ngn aniza lak kn?fhm x mksud ak??
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so,
ble dyorg mau g ganu..ttibe rse kcik ati..aishh..ak sndiri x ske kcik2 ati ni..sesak..ati ble da kcik nk sumbat mcm2..mmgla rse sesak..
to senor and seri if you guys are reading this..
i didn't mean to make u guys feel guilty or anything,i just well..feelings can't be hidden sometimes right?to senor especially who asked me whether i was alright or not when we were on the phone,the answer at that time is,no,i was most certainly not ok..but now,i'm fine!
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rse bangang pun ade gak..after ak hung up,ak dok blk tmpt ak konon nk smbg wat envelope tu tp ak bntai habeskn 5 minit staring blankly in space..trsentak pstu bru sdar yg ak x solat asar lg..dlm kul 6 tgk music bank mggu ke3 november..after u-kiss prform,tah spe2 tah nyanyi lps tu..ak xde mood,trigt cnvrsation td so bntai nanges..thape hape nta ak..xde la smpai leleh2..tolong la!so,ak decide utk njoy prformances sterusny wlupun artis tu ak x knl..enjoy gak la ak tgk..prfrmance last skali SS501..i mean,what could be better than that especially after the phone call?tym dyorg prform tu ak nynyi skali..sukee lahh ak..then,results..just when i thought i was getting better,results kuar bahawe SS501 kalah..automatically i lost my mood again..to you guys yg kt paka,enjoy yourselves!have a safe trip and have fun..
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p/s:korg g ganu..itu yg korg ckplaa..ak cye je..klu korg tipu ak..tgk la ak wtpe kt korg nnt..putus kwn?xde la smpai cmtu skali..bakar korg idop2 je teross..habes cerite.