seriously i don't know what's happening to me right now.
i'm trying my best to hold my feelings in but i just can't.
this is so not like me.
the usual syaza atiqah would be able to take control of her emotions but nowadays, she has lost the ability.
all because of that.. haih. those who know just zip it.
my friends had been advising me that i shouldn't go anywhere near to boys and their weird words.
but no, i chose to go closer as much as i can go.
the thing is, when i'm texting him, i'd be acting relax like we're just normal friends.
but when i'm not, i'd go nuts and i'd wait for the phone to ring.
creepy, isn't it?
like i'm some sort of psycho.
but he's partly to be blamed too.
he said things i've never heard coming from a boy before.
and i mean good things about me.
OH WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
like seriously.
i need to stop playing this stupid game coz it's getting me nowhere.
and it hurts, too.
it's hurting me and all the people that care about me.
oh yeah not to mention that i didn't study a thing although the exam's still not over yet.
i love you guys those who kept on advising me.
i truly appreciate that.
saje nak test buat entry pakai full english. just for fun, nothing more.
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
So tell me
Do you see me?