the gram

Wednesday, 28 March 2012

tolooooonglah sangkut satu

keje aku skrg isi scholarship je.
amek je apa ada.


yeah sure aku dapat straight A's (ALHAMDULILLAH)
but you don't know what my result really is do you?
nak aku tulis aku dapat apa sebenarnya?
tak perlu kot.
my result is not as good as it seems.


and FYI, aku dah kena reject twice.
itu aku mohon dan ditolak.
yg aku tak mohon sbb aku tak layak lg banyak.
yes sbb aku TAK LAYAK.

"straight A's mesti banyak dpt scholarship offer"

ok boleh stop assuming that.
scholarship skrg tgk A+ ngn A je.
dan aku ada 6 A-
so 11-6=5
aku just ada 5 je.
tgk aku dah cite jugak aku dpt brp -.-


ini bukan entry sentap mahupun hentam.
just don't assume stuff like that.
I'm really hurt inside.


nasib baik One Direction datang menyelamatkan keadaan.
danggg.
oh pakwe bila kau nk muncul dlm hidup aku.
double danggg.

Monday, 26 March 2012

mari menuju kejayaan

Alhamdulillah result aku baik.
sumpah unexpected.
haza min fadhli rabbi :)


mintak scholarship.
tu je la yg aku buat skrg.
harap harap sangkut la satu.
AMINN


Louis Tomlinson is freakingly handsome.
dah satu jam aku dga lagu One Thing.
and still tak jemu.
malah bertambah blushing.
ehh da ada lelaki sudi nak serenade aku.
aku blushing la.

Tuesday, 20 March 2012

esok.

ayah aku tanya "kakak tak cuak ke?"
well ayah, kakak mmg tga cuak nak mampuss tp tak tunjuk je.
seriously tak tipu.
ayah nak kakak gigit kuku ke baru nampak kakak cuak? -.-
ok aku takdela jawab cmtu kat ayah aku.
aku diam je :|


sekali result aku teruk.
mak aihh malu gila laaa.
aku ni takdela pandai mana.
result trial dulu macam haram.
SPM ni pulak?
haih taktau lahh aku.
sama sama la kita baca Yassin esok ye?
mintak dipermudahkan rezeki kita utk dpt yg terbaik.
AMIN.. INSYAALLAH.


kawan2 aku berduyun duyun dah ada lesen.
yg bukan wira wirawati la ofkos.
cikgu aku tu la.
sikit sikit tangguh.
mentang mentang aku ni tak keje.
sukati dia je.


still not talking to her.
teruk.
anak ngn mak sama je.
ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tidak ke nasi?
heh bermadah siap aku ni.


mana baju sekolah aku aa?
nak iron siap siap.
tudung nak letak starch manyak manyak.
biar nt kalau nak peluk peluk tudung still maintain tegak.
oh tisu kena bawak jugak.
aku ni kuat nangis :')
kalau result aku bagus aku nak nangis kegembiraan.
kalau sederhana nak nangis kesyukuran.
kalau teruk aku tak nangis.
aku melalak.

Monday, 19 March 2012

that nerve-racking moment

budak PLKN dah pulang dr berkhidmat.
dan aku sedih dorg dah balik?
haha terukk aku ni.
wira wirawati..no offence.
WELCOME HOME GUYS :)


budak2 sekolah dah pulang ke sekolah.
dan aku gembira dorg dah balik.
I mean it.
and I want you budak2 sekolah to be offended hahaha.
okok fine. no offence jugak lahh :/


I have a direction.
and it is called One Direction.
HAHAHA lame and loser aku ni *capital L on the forehead*
yes aku sudah tinggalkan oppa2 aku kat Korea.
and I'm just sooo into 'tally ho'ing people.
lantak la org kata dorg tu pondan ke gay ke apa.
they are still LELAKI doee.
you can't be angry at a girl for liking boys, right?
err.. oookaaaayy. weird statement -.-
oh wutevah <--- british accent please hihi


21/3/2012
tarikh penentu.
aku harap aku dapat result yg setimpal dgn usaha aku.
and I mean good results lahh.
Ya Allah just thinking about the outcomes makes my perut do somersaults berulang kali.
oh poor my perut.


aku ni teruk la.
mintak maaf pun susah.
I'm just proving that sorry seems to be the hardest word.
but really it's not.
you just have to say you're sorry and let bygones be bygones and that's that.
see? senang kan?
tp bukan bagi aku :'(


ramai gila minat Zayn Malik.
aku nak minat Louis Tomlinson lah hahaha.
again.. wutevah <--- british accent jgn lupa.

Friday, 16 March 2012

get lost.

baca blog Nad.
haha sama kat sekolah rendah pun aku ada ejek 'padli padlo' tu.
tp aku tak ingat nama dia apa.
Fadlina kot.
ke Fadhlan?
mungkin Fazli?
who the hell is Fazli? :O


like seriously.
I don't expect anything from anyone.
I learn not to be too hopeful coz I know that I'll get hurt if I don't get that something.
life's a good teacher :D
and thank youu Encik-Yang-Tidak-Boleh-Dinamakan.
coz you've taught me a VERY valuable lesson.


"akak amik lesen? sampai ke kaki akak?"

like seriously.
I've repeated "like seriously" twice.
there I've said it again.
shut up.
ofkos kaki aku sampai nak tekan pedal minyak.
kalau tak buat apa aku amik lesen, morons?
tolong jgn tanya lg soalan comel2 tapi tak dapat diterima kebodohannya macam atas tu.
coz that'll just prove yourself that you're an idiot.


5 days before the day.
aku harap aku dapat result yg okay.
again, I don't want to be too hopeful.
tapi takde salahnya kalau doa, kan?
AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN.
yours truly syaza atiqah