just me being dramatic

skyped with Faqih (the boyfriend) just now. and I miss him a lot. like seriously. padahal hari2 text/call/whatsapp.

"hek eleh kecoh la kau macam kau sorang ada boyfriend"

okay la fine la aku mengaku aku menggeleb sikit. tapi kasi la can sikit. ni first time kot. tak pernah ada. takde pengalaman.  alaa I bet orang yang dah lama bercinta pun kadang2 menggeleb jugak kan kan kan? mengaku je la. k.

the thing is, currently both of us are studying in different universities. me in Nilai and him in Sarawak. overseas kot Faqih ni kau jangan pandang rendah kat dia haha. so like no way la aku nak jumpa dia selalu. bila dia balik Semenanjung je baru la ada peluang nak jumpa. tu pun baru jumpa 2 kali since we got together. and we've been together for I don't know, 3 months maybe?

"alaa kau baru 3 bulan je. aku ni haa dah bertahun tak jumpa. chill je"

itu kau. ini aku. dulu dia ada jugak tanya aku boleh ke tak buat benda ni. I mean doing this long distance relationship and I said yeah sure ofkos kenapa aku tak boleh buat pulak like benda ni senang je kot takde hal la aku.

and I have never been so wrong in all my life.

I can't stand being away from him (err..aku pun sendiri geli buat statement tu. ah dahek la sekali ni je nak geli2). then there was this one time his phone was broken and we couldn't whatsapp each other. his phone really was broken. I know he wasn't lying. so masa tu aku memang rasa pishang la takleh nak borak free lagi. whatsapp kan free. texting/calling requires money and I am not willing to spend a fortune on that hehe. tapi dia la yang selalu call. kadang2 aku call sebab aku rasa tak aci la kalau asyik dia je yang keluarkan duit aku pulak senang lenang je. tak jadi pengikis kah aku begitu? k over. tapi faham kan maksud aku apa?

taktau nak cerita kat siapa benda ni. nak cerita kat Ibu macam tak kena je. either our conversation will get awkward or she will give a response like "haa tu la kau sibuk nak berboyfriend sekarang potpetpotpet..."

cerita kat kawan? jatuh maruah aku nanti. aku ni dah la bawak imej budak ala ala tough dan tak berapa nak gadis kat USIM tu. sekali aku cerita yang aku rindu rinduan sama pacarku. aishh perkara itu harus dihindari. and I'm sure Syarina taknak dengar aku cerita pasal pacarku.

cerita kat Faqih? respons terbahagi kepada 3:-

1. I miss you too (normally)
2. Hmm (masa dia mengantuk)
3. I dah tanya dulu kan you tak kisah ke kalau kita duduk jauh2 ni. you jawab apa. you kata tak kisah kan potpetpotpet... (masa aku cakap kat dia yang ni semua salah dia aku dah rindu rinduan la macam2)

I like the 3rd one best hehe.

so..there you have it la. takde benda pun. malah kau akan muntah dek kegelian. takpe aku faham. silakan la muntah.

Faqih showed me his new haircut and he hated it but to be honest, potong rambut macam mana pun aku rasa rambut dia tetap...hmm k takde apa la haha. regardless of how he looks like, how megi his hair is, he is still my boyfriend. nah mangkuk pergi muntah jauh2 sana shuh shuh.

p/s: kadang2 geli jugak mentioning the word "boyfriend" like iyuuu muntah tapi kadang2 aku rasa macam candace yang tergila gilakan jeremy dia. I love this feeling.

hehehehehehehe